I had a dream last night that you were deaf. How weird is that? But we didn’t seem to have a problem communicating. I remember that there was something different about you but I don’t know what it was. I don’t remember signing or anything. I don’t know how we were talking. But we were. There weren’t any problems.
I miss you today. Probably just because things have been so crazy lately. And probably because I’ve had this strong feeling I am going to see you.
I saw your picture the other day.
That’s what’s provoking this.
I just have to remind myself how bad you were to and for me.
How you just left.
How you cheated.
How you didn’t seem to care about my feelings.
How you couldnt say goodbye.
How you didn’t take any of your things leaving the responsibility to me.
I don’t miss you. I miss the times we shared.
I hate when I have dreams about you. That’s just not fair. But you had a black Ranger this time. Would it be too cliche if I said thanks for the memories, even if they weren’t that great? You know that our star crossed lover romance is just built off song lyrics and movie quotes.
I wont deactivate because I love everything I have posted.
But it’s time for a change and I need to get rid of some sad, sorry loose ends that have come up on here.
Also - I will not be giving my URL out to anons.
I’m sorry that you got some ugly ass bitch pregnant while we were fucking dating but that gives you no excuse to sit here and lurk on me because you’re sad you ruined shit.
You’re fucking pathetic. Grow the fuck up.
oh and packing/cleaning.
But nothing else really.